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I wanted that full support though I am certainly not saying that marrying a Mormon ensures that.
With his compartmentalized mind, if I walk away, he will close that door and move on. Let her go right now then.
We also live in a foreign country which is another element of difficulty.
I'm no pushover; flexing like this just keeps our lives sane. In her mind if you never accept the gospel you are denying her eternal exaltation as a God.
If she can accept me for who I am and what I believe, knowing that I'll never give her the eternal family she wants, then maybe we'll be ok.
If you try to deconvert her I suggest indirectly at first. Give yourself some credit for being attracted to the good side of the Force.
Good luck and best wishes as you head back out into the dating pool. Someone or something always has his attention and focus.